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We are now in the mountains and they are in us ...
Tuesday, 7 July 2026
Programm und FAQ I Abenteuer und Achtsamkeit
"Eindrücke sammeln, ohne etwas erreichen zu wollen."
PROGRAMM:
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FAQ
- Eigenverantwortung: Du nimmst auf eigenes Risiko an der Wanderung teil. Für Unfälle oder Schäden kann ich keine Haftung übernehmen. Geh einfach liebevoll sowie achtsam mit dir um und höre gut auf deinen Körper.
- Plätze: Da wir in einer kleinen, gemütlichen Runde unterwegs sind, sind die Plätze limitiert. Melde dich am besten frühzeitig an, um dir deinen Platz zu sichern. Und genauso melde dich rechtzeitig ab, falls du es nicht schaffst.
Sunday, 21 June 2026
Abenteuer und Achtsamkeit I Adventure and Mindfulness // (German & English)
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I´ve been thinking and re-thinking for a while now about how to approach this Climate Crisis, Digital Pollution, Attention and Fear Economy in a non-violent way. How to redefine the word " activism " for me. Because I am an emotional activist and feminist somewhere deep inside, but how to use this potent energy for something good and creative i was wondering yet again on one of many recent walks in the woods.
I grew up very close to the Idea: "We do not inherit the Earth from our ancestors. We borrow it from our children." And I wish for us Peoples of Western Societies to embody this message.
Somewhere in a tiny Village behind God´s back in Slovenia, surrounded by the greenest Mountains you can imagine, my parents taught me that Activism is planting a Garden. Is learning the ways of Plants. When to put them into the Earth and how to enjoy them throughout the year. How to be Self Suficcient. And how to work hard and never give up on the way there beacuse real life can be rough, and it is not "instant-gram". It is a PQRS curve of an ECG and not a flat Asystole.
And most importantly, how to reuse and reuse and not recycle too much (which literally means out-sourcing the responsibility of our consumerism problem). How to care for the Earth, for a fellow Human being, for our elderly and our ancestors, because whether we like them or not, we are them. We are at least seven generations of our ancestors and seven generations of our descendants, says Taoist Master Zhongxian Wu. Put that into perspective :)
My great-grandmother, one of the most important Women in my life, took me to the Garden, and we just sat there on our comfy chairs in silence, enjoying each other's presence while simply being there, present.
Everytime when i continue this Re-wildening practice on my own, an idea pops up, a seed, a wish, a fireball, a shooting star.
Following which, I am now here opening up, with my little Offering to the world, to my ancestors and to my descendants, to whom I may bow as well as to You,
With a warmth of hug, heart to heart, and the gentleness of a kind two hands on your shoulder projecting safety as I look into your eyes, I bow to You.
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Friday, 12 June 2026
Das Gehen ist Öffnung zur Welt.
Das Gehen ist Öffnung zur Welt.
Es verzetzt den Menschen wieder in das glückliche Empfinden seiner Existenz.
- David Le Breton
Some notes from the last walk in the woods:
Sunday, 11 October 2015
Fall in my heart
"Walk away quietly in any direction and taste the freedom of the mountaineer. Camp out among the grasses and gentians of glacial meadows, in craggy garden nooks full of nature's darlings. Climb the mountains and get their good tidings, Nature's peace will flow into you as sunshine flows into trees. The winds will blow their own freshness into you and the storms their energy, while cares will drop off like autumn leaves. As age comes on, one source of enjoyment after another is closed, but nature's sources never fail." - John Muir
All these seasons of nature are also seasons within me. Some of them are painted in autumn colors, melancholic and rainy while others are full of joy and sunshine, like the hottest summer by the Adriatic sea. Some of them are lasting as long as the seasons in nature, while others have the ability to change faster than the transition of day and night. I must admit i enjoy them all.
Going to the Mountains is going Home, said my really good friend that I have never met - John Muir. And for the past few years that has been the exact definition of my homecoming.
But shortly after I had moved to London an idea was planted inside me. An idea that even London can become my place to be. In order to make it happen I had to find a home within myself. So i put my shoes on and went for this long hike.
I was trying to get used to the noise and accept it, but I simply couldn't let go. I used to lay in my bed and imagined it being the wind that flows through my hair and moves the leaves while I am taking a walk through the foggy forest in the late afternoon. But I couldn´t hear a melody I could enjoy.
Secondly, I was trying to get into the flow with the speed of turbulent waves that are rushing through the city like there is no tomorrow. Somehow, somewhere, at some point, I have just plugged in without even noticing and I was hooked. I became a short-distance runner that I never was. Suddenly, everything became a race. My route to work, my ride to the market, and in the end even my path to the nearest park.
I was a little tiny human caught in a massive vortex while my body became an erupting volcano trying to compensate disconnectedness I felt between myself and the city that I love and hate at the same time.
And still, I was not ready to accept the defeat between my nature and the idea.
Today I finally got a chance to go back and pray in my "temple" during the last couple of days. I notice how I really needed it, but at the same time, I am afraid that those three days in Slovenia simply won't be enough to contemplate the storm of emotions raging inside me. ..
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But they were enough. As soon as we landed I saw it coming. As underslept as I was at that point, my body just ran towards the arms of the Alps. My lungs started gasping for air because now I realized that I am choking more than ever.
And there He was, standing so peacefully and still in front of me. My mountain. My Jalovec.
He was not touched by my presence in any way. He simply was there. Belonging.
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| Jalovec (2,645 m) on the far right. |
And there I was standing completely naked in front of the face of these majestic mountains, watching how the glacier within me turned into a river, slowly gaining a movement and joining the stream. So powerful. Watching how the sound of the spring fell down from the nearby mountain into a waterfall straight through my shivering body.
I have realized how much I was craving these sounds. And the smell and stillness of the surrounding nature that was glowing like gold in all its autumn glory. I feel my body waking up. Anxiety slowly fading away while I started feeling this pain all over my body. And sadness. And fear. And disappointment. And finally, the ultimate. A relief has started coming into my being.
And I am grateful that I have got to experience all of this. What I know now is I know where I belong.
But none of these could happen without me moving to London and forming such an intense relationship with this special city. Connecting with it and disconnecting at the same time. And that is when my people come in. So many beautiful souls and moments that I would never have. I feel privileged. I feel rich.
One Love <3
Ana
Photos made by me and my Nokia. ©
Wednesday, 23 September 2015
Do Srebrnega sedla in Planjave prek Zeleniških špic
Moj pogled se je premikal od grebena do grebena, od vrha do vrha. Bil sem nad vsem in onstran vsega, dvignil sem se še višje, nad svoje zemeljske čute. Le mila toplina pod poznim popoldanskim soncem in slan okus ob robu ustnic sta me opozarjala na mojo zemeljsko dimenzijo. - Matja Klemše
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Thursday, 20 August 2015
Heaven is just another name for Earth. Lake District.
Nevertheless, there was this whole period of time after moving to London. I would quite often feel lost and sometimes a bit puzzled while trying to absorb the energy of the humongous urban jungle.
Endless landscapes flowing between the warmth of the crazy family and friends I grew up with, the beauty of the people, addictive mountain air, and finally, the energy from the mountains that were rising in front of me was just mind-blowing. Mesmerizing. Hypnotic.
But still, hooman in me thought: "there must be something, missing."
I simply wasn't able to completely dive in and embrace the beauty and energy the city offers when you are open and willing to accept it.
















































